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  1. Glad to be back
  2. Hi pepperjelly Hun and ty padre
  3. It would probably be a good idea if you saw your Dr about it because it's better to ask for help that's one thing I am learning
  4. Ty Hun I'm happy to be back
  5. I know I have been away from help for a long while now but the last 2 years have been a struggle for me and I have tried to kill myself a few times believe it or not but in trying to take my own life it has saved me this last time I almost died if it wasn't for my daughter finding me I would have I was admitted to a mental heath facility against my will at first I was angry but by the second day spending time with other people who where in the same situation as I was I saw I was not alone I have been out for a week now but my whole thinking has now changed I see hope where I felt hopeless I know I have a long way to go but I feel a bit stronger now and believe I can do I have learned to never give up hope I had a good talk with padre he has always tried to help me but I turned him away I just want to say thank you padre for still being here for me when I have treated you like a enemy the last few years thank you for being my friend threw this all if anyone needs to talk or needs a friend needs a shoulder I am here to listen and me myself may still need the same as I take my journey back
  6. I found it quiet silly but my husband loved it
  7. Beautiful hun this has touched me beyond words
  8. It sure sounds like he is falling for you so maybe the best thing to do is break off with him
  9. Ty Hun
  10. I am so sorry you are feeling bad hun I hope you feel better soon
  11. Hi everyone I know I haven't been around for a year but a lot of things have happened over the last 2 years and I have lost my way big time padre suggested maybe helping others again would help me so I am going to try the anniversary of my husband's death is fast approaching and over the last year my RA has worsened to the point I can not walk without my braces and cane pain rules my daily life and often becomes unbearable I haven't been in the right frame of mind for along time now and I am hoping to change that by being on help again so that's that I hope you all are well I have missed you and if you need me I will try to help just holler at me I will do my best
  12. I will think on it padre I will leave the account as it is for now
  13. Truthfully I think it for the best I am in no condition to help anyone anymore and no telling what I might say with the death of my husband and my health and other factors it has effected the way I think I do appreciate all you have done for me and I send my love to you all but this is the first time I have been on here in over a year and I don't want to say anything I don't mean or to hurt anyone and I'm afraid that might happen again thank you all so much for being my friends when I needed you
  14. How do I deactivate my account